Do you ever think about what went wrong in your last relationship?
Ah, sure.. I think about the things that I learned from it. I don't dwell on them though, the past is the past.
What’s currently bothering you right now?
MY CAR IS BROKEN.
Would you rather have long or short hair?
I am growing it out right now.. but EVERY single day I am tempted to chop it off.. having that sheers in my hand is a temptation haha
Is it hard for you to imagine life away from your home town?
nope.. not at all.. I'm gonna rock it in some other city.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
I know I can.
What's something you can't wait for?
To be done with school and start making money doing what I love.
Do you wish you had more money?
who doesn't.
Who was the last person you held hands with?
jbs.
Which is scarier in your opinion: falling in love or falling out of it?
you don't fall out of love.
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
I don't have school till 12.. but im sure lilly will be up around 7.
First thing that made you laugh this morning?
I had a couple unread texts from someone who always seems to make me laugh.. :)
Who have you had a deep conversation with recently?
Justin.
Ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
I block out that memory quite well.
Have you ever made anyone cry?
sure.
What did you have for breakfast?
nothing..
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
ahh.. justin.
How was saturday night?
steering wheel locked up, couldn't exit off of interstate, picked up by the police, got a ride home at 3 am. cool night.
Has a boy ever called you babe/baby?
errraday.
Are you wearing short shorts?
I'm wearing jeans.
Ever had a girl best friend?
you betchya ;)
Are you tan?
noo.. summer.. PLEASE.
Does anyone hate you?
that's their loss.
What are you up to this weekend?
school, hanging out, you know..
When was the last time you were pissed off?
I don't get mad at very many things.. but last night/this morning with my car haha
What is on your mind?
A LOT.
Has anyone made you feel like crap lately for something you really didn't do?
you control your feelings. I don't let people make me feel like that.
Have you ever forgiven someone more times than you should have?
you always should forgive someone, that doesn't mean you have to have a relationship with them keep in contact with them, but hate in your heart is no good.
Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
I used to talk about anything and everything.. now I really just tell Kim a lot..
Are there any relationships you wish could have lasted longer?
I hate the saying "everything happens for a reason" but it does..
Do you give out second chances?
yes.
Do you think extensions look fake?
not if they are done by me ;)
Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend?
ha, obviously at one point or another.
Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
of course!
When did you last straighten your hair?
I will in the morninggg... I have a treatment on it now ha.
Do you know anyone who should not wear tight clothes?
sure, but people can choose to wear whatever they want. don't like it? don't look.
Compared to this time last year, are you happier or more sad?
I am a better person, thats all I know.
Is your life falling apart or coming together?
the glass is always half full.. so coming together.
Could things possibly get any better?
well sure, but I am happy with my life.
Today, would you rather go forward a week or back a week?
always forward never back...but lets live in the present.
Do you think that you will ever live a happy life with somebody someday?
everyone has a soulmate.
Have you ever been in a situation where someone has told you "you're picking him/her over me"?
yes, I have been. And you know what? You live and you learn.
Who did you first talk to this morning?
Aaron.
Is there someone in your life you dont want in it?
If I didn't want them in my life.. they would not be there.
What woke you up this morning?
lots of texts..
In the past week, have you cried?
yupper.
Do you like Taylor Swift?
love her...!
Do you wear any rings on your left ring finger?
nopeee... thats for my lover.
Are you wearing a bracelet?
i don't ever wear bracelets.
If someone gave you $1,000 would you spend it or save it?
i would love to save it.. but right now? it would go to rent and daycare.
Is it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive..never forget.. learn.
Would you live with someone without marrying them?
never again. never ever again. We would at least have to be engaged with a wedding date within the next year set.
What did you do yesterday?
school for 8 hours.. hung out with fwiendsss..and had my car break down.
When was the last time you were sick?
i have a stuffy nose now.
Are all guys players and cheaters?
not even close.
Whats your favorite color?
PINK!
Sunday, March 27, 2011
i may be bad, but i'm perfectly good at it.
things happen to me that don't happen to anyone else. I swear every move that I make it's like I am suppose to be learning lessons from it all. I feel like some people wander around this world with out ever learning a life lesson, but me?! I learn like 3 or more a week. serious.
Want to hear my most recent one? Well, actually I will share with you two..
Life lesson number one: finding out that AGE DOESN'T MATTER.
Age is just a number, just like a name is just a name.. it doesn't define who you are at all. I have three personal examples to use for this:
Example one: If you give your baby the love and attention it deserves, if you provide for all his/her physical needs, If you are there for them emotionally, and provide them with warm welcoming environment to grow up in...then it doesn't matter what ethnicity you are, what religion you are, what your occupation is, or WHAT YOUR AGE IS.
Example two: I am 19, Live on my own, drive my own car, pay my own bills, take my daughter to daycare, buy groceries, go to school 48+ hours a week, clean my house, cook breakfast and dinner, maintain a long distance relationship with my 2 best friends, am a full time mother to a 21 month old, I recently met my biological father after 18 years of not knowing his name, my parents got married when I was 5, I have two younger brothers I struggle to get a long with, I have lost best friends, I have had my heart broken by someone I really really cared about, I graduated high school, etc.... honestly, most of those things that I listed someone in there upper 20's have not done, and some of it.. some people will never experience in there whole life. I have had more things happen in my short 19 years of life, then most people twice my age. Don't judge till you know, and age is not a measure of wisdom.
Don't let the number that your age says you are deter you from the things that you want to accomplish in your life. There is no better time then the present. Live your life.
I am going off on a limb now.. I just want to touch on the subject of accepting people for who they are on the inside not on the outside. Right now, answer the question "Who is the most beautiful person that you know?" Now list the reasons why they are beautiful. More then Likely you listed reasons that had NOTHING to do with what there face or body looked like. You listed reasons like, they make me laugh, they help out anyone that needs it, they are always there for me, they are never negative, they showed me what love really is, they are caring, and sweet, and take care of people in need.
Now, I don't want to offend anyone.. or for anyone to take this the wrong way.. but think about someone that is Gay. There is a good chance that you can't even think of someone you are close to that is Gay, because we live in North Dakota.. which is basically a little bubble of perfectness, but we won't talk about that... Since I have started school in September I have met one of the most beautiful people that I know and to be honest, I would NEVER have talked to them if I was not forced to because of school. I would have been shallow, and though eww gross, and wow, I could never have anything in common with someone like that, they must be really weird. WHY?! A gay person is still a person! It doesn't matter there sexual orientation, what does it matter to me what sex people are attracted to? that is there own business, not mine or anyone's for that matter. This person that I have gotten close to at school is my biggest mentor ever, I look up to him and respect him so much, he is a brilliant cosmetologist but even a more brilliant person from the inside out. He is caring a sweet and compassionate. He is always there for you, always ready to help, and can always make you laugh. He is one of my hero's and I owe a ton of thanks to him because he has helped me out with so much in such a short period of time. Now, think.. I would never have gotten to know him if I let other peoples stereotypes clog my vision of who he truly was on the inside. How many times has your vision been clogged by what other people have said causing you to miss out on meeting someone that will change your life?
..I am not talking about just Gay people either, I am talking about different races, different religions, different family backgrounds, different weights, different hair color.. just because someone is different then you doesn't mean they aren't beautiful...
Want to hear my most recent one? Well, actually I will share with you two..
Life lesson number one: finding out that AGE DOESN'T MATTER.
Age is just a number, just like a name is just a name.. it doesn't define who you are at all. I have three personal examples to use for this:
Example one: If you give your baby the love and attention it deserves, if you provide for all his/her physical needs, If you are there for them emotionally, and provide them with warm welcoming environment to grow up in...then it doesn't matter what ethnicity you are, what religion you are, what your occupation is, or WHAT YOUR AGE IS.
Example two: I am 19, Live on my own, drive my own car, pay my own bills, take my daughter to daycare, buy groceries, go to school 48+ hours a week, clean my house, cook breakfast and dinner, maintain a long distance relationship with my 2 best friends, am a full time mother to a 21 month old, I recently met my biological father after 18 years of not knowing his name, my parents got married when I was 5, I have two younger brothers I struggle to get a long with, I have lost best friends, I have had my heart broken by someone I really really cared about, I graduated high school, etc.... honestly, most of those things that I listed someone in there upper 20's have not done, and some of it.. some people will never experience in there whole life. I have had more things happen in my short 19 years of life, then most people twice my age. Don't judge till you know, and age is not a measure of wisdom.
Don't let the number that your age says you are deter you from the things that you want to accomplish in your life. There is no better time then the present. Live your life.
I am going off on a limb now.. I just want to touch on the subject of accepting people for who they are on the inside not on the outside. Right now, answer the question "Who is the most beautiful person that you know?" Now list the reasons why they are beautiful. More then Likely you listed reasons that had NOTHING to do with what there face or body looked like. You listed reasons like, they make me laugh, they help out anyone that needs it, they are always there for me, they are never negative, they showed me what love really is, they are caring, and sweet, and take care of people in need.
Now, I don't want to offend anyone.. or for anyone to take this the wrong way.. but think about someone that is Gay. There is a good chance that you can't even think of someone you are close to that is Gay, because we live in North Dakota.. which is basically a little bubble of perfectness, but we won't talk about that... Since I have started school in September I have met one of the most beautiful people that I know and to be honest, I would NEVER have talked to them if I was not forced to because of school. I would have been shallow, and though eww gross, and wow, I could never have anything in common with someone like that, they must be really weird. WHY?! A gay person is still a person! It doesn't matter there sexual orientation, what does it matter to me what sex people are attracted to? that is there own business, not mine or anyone's for that matter. This person that I have gotten close to at school is my biggest mentor ever, I look up to him and respect him so much, he is a brilliant cosmetologist but even a more brilliant person from the inside out. He is caring a sweet and compassionate. He is always there for you, always ready to help, and can always make you laugh. He is one of my hero's and I owe a ton of thanks to him because he has helped me out with so much in such a short period of time. Now, think.. I would never have gotten to know him if I let other peoples stereotypes clog my vision of who he truly was on the inside. How many times has your vision been clogged by what other people have said causing you to miss out on meeting someone that will change your life?
..I am not talking about just Gay people either, I am talking about different races, different religions, different family backgrounds, different weights, different hair color.. just because someone is different then you doesn't mean they aren't beautiful...
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Who are you?
When you read that question you may think that the answer is simple. I am Jessica Makeeff or I am Ann Smith. But really? your name, a name that hundreds of other people have is WHO you are? So, for instance my mother wanted to name me Mersadies (Thank God she didn't), if I was born into this world named Mersadies instead of Jessica would I have still been the person that I am today? Because for those of you that answered the question "who are you?" with your name are saying that. Makes you think right?
Everyone is on this earth for a reason. So it is up to you to answer the question "who are you?" with a more thought-about answer then Jessica Makeeff. I personally, am not wise enough and have not been enlightened enough to know who I am yet. I know that I am a mom, a daughter, a student, an adult. I know that I am caring, smart, strong, funny, and stuborn. I know that I was born March 8th and that I am 19 years old. But is that who I am? All those adjectives? No. I don't want to be. I want to be who I was born to be. I was born to help people. I honestly believe that everything that has happened in my life has happened for me to know that I need to help others so the same things don't happen to them. (yes, I am talking about getting pregnant at 16, but no I am not saying that I regret it) Life is about creating who are. Life is about expanding your horizons, and stepping out of the box. if you don't ever question who you are, you are never going to answer the question "who are you" with anything other then Jessica Makeeff.
I read something once. It went like this:
A mother father and two year old son were eating breakfast at the table. The mother gets up and goes to the sink. While her back is turned Dad, starts floating about the table. The two year old son exclaims "Dad flies! Cool" and smiles. The son was genuinely astonished by the father floating above the table, but he is also astonished cars, bouncing balls, the bathtub. Everything, because the son has not yet learned what is "normal" (I use that word loosely) and what is completely strange and not an every day occurrence, like Dad floating.
Mom turns around from the sink and sees dad floating. She screams, starts crying, and has a panic attack. She doesn't know what to do. She knows you are not suppose to fly. Because she was taught "men do not fly" So for her to see her husband floating above the table she knew something was wrong. She didn't think that it was cool, or anything of the sort. She knew it was wrong. Because she was TOLD men do not fly. Now, we know that men don't fly.. but why do we know that? cause we were taught it. Just like we were taught about math, english, and the geography of the world.
Sometimes, I think that everyone needs to be that little two year old boy. Just because you were told that something is the way that it is... Why should you believe them? I understand learning from other peoples expiriences can help you not make the same mistakes that they made or follow in the footsteps to great success. But sometimes I think that it is best to look at the world with an unfiltered mind. To let go and be gratefull for everything. To answer "who are you?" While still understanding just because someone told you this is what is going to happen -- doesn't mean that it is going to happen that way... You can do anything that you set your mid to. Break lifes rules, and then in turn other people will question what they were so sure about...
This was kind of a random post. Just whats on my mind right now.. xoox
Everyone is on this earth for a reason. So it is up to you to answer the question "who are you?" with a more thought-about answer then Jessica Makeeff. I personally, am not wise enough and have not been enlightened enough to know who I am yet. I know that I am a mom, a daughter, a student, an adult. I know that I am caring, smart, strong, funny, and stuborn. I know that I was born March 8th and that I am 19 years old. But is that who I am? All those adjectives? No. I don't want to be. I want to be who I was born to be. I was born to help people. I honestly believe that everything that has happened in my life has happened for me to know that I need to help others so the same things don't happen to them. (yes, I am talking about getting pregnant at 16, but no I am not saying that I regret it) Life is about creating who are. Life is about expanding your horizons, and stepping out of the box. if you don't ever question who you are, you are never going to answer the question "who are you" with anything other then Jessica Makeeff.
I read something once. It went like this:
A mother father and two year old son were eating breakfast at the table. The mother gets up and goes to the sink. While her back is turned Dad, starts floating about the table. The two year old son exclaims "Dad flies! Cool" and smiles. The son was genuinely astonished by the father floating above the table, but he is also astonished cars, bouncing balls, the bathtub. Everything, because the son has not yet learned what is "normal" (I use that word loosely) and what is completely strange and not an every day occurrence, like Dad floating.
Mom turns around from the sink and sees dad floating. She screams, starts crying, and has a panic attack. She doesn't know what to do. She knows you are not suppose to fly. Because she was taught "men do not fly" So for her to see her husband floating above the table she knew something was wrong. She didn't think that it was cool, or anything of the sort. She knew it was wrong. Because she was TOLD men do not fly. Now, we know that men don't fly.. but why do we know that? cause we were taught it. Just like we were taught about math, english, and the geography of the world.
Sometimes, I think that everyone needs to be that little two year old boy. Just because you were told that something is the way that it is... Why should you believe them? I understand learning from other peoples expiriences can help you not make the same mistakes that they made or follow in the footsteps to great success. But sometimes I think that it is best to look at the world with an unfiltered mind. To let go and be gratefull for everything. To answer "who are you?" While still understanding just because someone told you this is what is going to happen -- doesn't mean that it is going to happen that way... You can do anything that you set your mid to. Break lifes rules, and then in turn other people will question what they were so sure about...
This was kind of a random post. Just whats on my mind right now.. xoox
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